2009年6月9日星期二

6月7号



2008年6月7日,

上一年的这天,是我接受他的日子。。。
也是另一个她的生日。。。
上一年的这天,是他担心我的日子。
当时候,他是那么的纯,也许该说傻。。。

这天。。。
心好累。。。
沉重。。。
没有谁可以让我倾诉。。。
没有人可以给到我安慰或了解。。。

心好重。心跳好快。
是我的病的症状,
还是我不祥的预感的前兆??


我好想他。。。
原本以为晚上可以和杰出去吹风,却被放飞机了。。。。
最后还是留在家里发呆。。。

SMS给他。。。
我发觉。。。
我根本不懂我们的现在的关系是什么。。。
但是至少,我知道我们不可能是什么关系。。。
我们永远都不可能是一对惹人羡慕的情侣。。。
我们永远都不会再再继前缘。。。
永远都不会。




你说:
“心已不再流浪,因为已找到方向。
就让一切随风去。灿烂阳光在眼前。
让光辉化成永恒,寻找真理的所在,
众人皆醒我独眠,红尘一场梦。”


你的方向,不可能是我。
我越追,你却离得我越远。
我偷偷得跟踪你,你却跑得更远更远,远到连影子也看不见。。。。



我想我明白了。
你想让我放开你。
我却放不开自己。我做不到。

对不起,我明白你当初的自私是为谁,是为什么。。。
就因为那么三个字。我爱你。

而现在,“我爱你”这三个字,你也真是把我害惨了。


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2009年6月7日,

强,是你醒觉的日子吧。。。?
醒觉,所有过去都是假的?
醒觉,清楚知道我是多么多心多情的人??
醒觉,其实你一直都担任着白痴的角色??

正常。也很开心。
你终于知道你是谁了。




我就不是你爱过的陈慧心。
我就是你脑海里,一直犹豫着的负面角色
。我就是那么让你讨厌。
我就是那个无聊没事做,用眼泪来夺去你的心和爱的人。
我在你心目中,就是那样吧。






就当一切过去的,都是一场梦。
没有所谓的回忆了。



全部都只是一场梦





醒吧,强。


醒了就好。笨蛋。









2009年6月7日星期日

Utar orientation week...=.=

1st day(tuesday)


go to block A
- register
- gives student bill 2 d counter
- takes our Utar t-shirt and a plastic file
- go 2nd stair and gt knew of our group (i am group 5 o ^^ )
- go back hum



walao...
so simple and bored for d 1st day at UTAR... T_T
reli "fast and furios"...

lol >.< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">P/S : wakaka,i had been put into group 5 ...
And it was reli a super "surprise" for me...
among of 30 classmates,i noe bout 4 of them...
wee hong and pui san from d same secondary skol(POi LaM),
vivian lee and hew yin from AMC...

yeah yeah !! this is wat called “缘份”lol...
and ebel, although we r nt same class,
bt our best-frenzship will remain d same for me... ^^


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2nd day(wednesday)

->> Q-up
->> d heritage hall(our main hall) at block A ady full,
other student nid 2 be seperated into few class at block B,
listen 2 other senior 2 present d slideshow and other...

->> d management of d commitee,abit weak...
when all of us gt in 2 d hall,sitting there,
they still bz-ing and sweating in front,
dunno hw 2 open this,dunno hw 2 settle this,dunno hw 2 solve this...

->> lol... soli for writing my own opinion here..
i am kind of "shooting" other ppl behind...
hahax...
i juz hopes u all will improves for d next event lu,ganbateh yaz...

->> finally also gt know of sum knowledge on usage of UTAR web,
library rules and hw proper attire look like,nt bad...




P/S : although d whole talk is sienz sienz sienz,
bt i realised tat emcee jie jie is pretty (she is 1 of d model for UTAR website , d 1 i used yellow color pen 2 circle out,leng leh !!! ) ..
wakaka ~


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3rd day,thursday


Ok,honestly,i didnt attend d talk on thursday...
bt went for...
swimming....
wakaka !!!!!

wai kit and me contact lee ann and ah mok,
our camp best frenz 2 hang out 2gether...
both of them also live at kampar...
and we noe tat kampar gt a waterfall from them....
so...
juz ponteng d stupid talk and went there lu...

hahax..

ah mok is our leader for this trip...
he reli like a “professional leader”,
lead us 2 gt in d jungle,
and finally,we reach d waterfall !!!




from left -right, ah mok,liaan,me and stupid wai kitwith rude post..







jian le,thin thin thin !!! he is too thin !! no muscle at all...





nice scenery leh...kaka




actually,they r acting as d letter "UTAR"..
bt unfortunately,they look more like monkey in d jungle... wakaka




  
yeah yeah !!! we hv fun 2day !!!



this 2 children were so excited wor...

jungle trekking is must b4 we entered d water fall...

4 sky king and 1 "keh leh feh" behind...

if i am nt wrong,they r competing for d title : "whose lung is bigger ??"





P/S:
a very relaxing matural environment !!!
Nice nice nice !!!
D river water,so pure and clean...
D stone,so huge and attractive...

Yeah yeah...
Thx ah mok and liaan 2 bring us here !!

actually we shall takes more waterfall pic 2 shared wif u all,
bt d most attractive waterfall is at d highest place,
we didnt bring along our handphone and beg 2 tat plalce....

so,paiseh la...
nt i selfish or dun want 2 shared wif u all...
>.<
for those Kampar frenz who interested on this waterfall,can asked us for more infomation
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4th day,Friday

2day,d senior of Utar,had prepared telematch and ice breaking for us...
As d games involves water,d phone had been keep by commitee...
My team called “cowgirl”...
Reason,coz all of d member is gals,onli our faci and 1 menber is boy..

Lol,lame reason ...
D station games,reli exhausted and damn bored !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
From 1 station 2 another station,was so far and damn hard 2 find out !!

Gosh....


在此用华语介绍一下UTAR ORIENTATION的STATION GAMES。。
大家评个理。。。哇卡卡~

1. ) 5个组员出来演默剧,让其他组员猜一套戏的名字。。。

2.) 轮流踢球进篮子就过关。。。=.=

3.) 组员们排成一行,把手放在头上传吸满水的SPONGE(海绵),最后一个要把水挤进水桶,装满它就过关。

4.)用尼龙绳把整组的组员围起来,然后大家一起前进,在食堂每个桌子下面找一张写上自己组别号码的贴纸。。。走了整个食堂一圈,其实那张贴纸就在第一张桌子。。。T__T

5.)几位组员负责喝水,其他的去想怎么把九个号码排成“九宫格”,每排打横和直的总数都要是15。。。

6.) 十二题问题,,问你从JAGA亭到BLOCK A第一个门口有多少个石头,多少颗树,多少个指示牌等等。。。。=.= 顶,12题才对2题!!!

7.) 一个组员在楼上抛水球下楼,其他组员就在固定的距离把求抛给下一位组员,保护水球,不让它爆,直到最后一个组员就有分。

8.) 每位组员轮流用身体穿过COMMITEE所制成的蜘蛛网,如果身体动到网就必须从新开始。。。

9.) 在BLOCK B 楼上找齐7份报纸,COMMITEE将给你一份问卷,20题左右,必须在报纸找出答案。。。


天啊~


这些GAMES到底是那个“有创意”的家伙想出来的??

Lol,fine fine fine...
Gives sum face 2 my Utar senior...

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pass my 1st week at kampar like above...

nvm ba...
at least i hv fun on thursday d waterfall...

bulu...




a bored orientation week...
haiz~